May be i am just admitting but some of you might also have came across such situation where you get exhausted by your multiple thoughts and may be to know the real you, you want to visit a psychologist or give some aptitude tests.
Ambivalence is one thing, Ambiguity is another but what is two divided selves shuffling places now and then.
The confident self, a self with doubt on self, the contended one, the woeful one, the free soul, the one clogged in apprehensions, the satisfied one, the curious one, so many parts of us co-exist at the same time with any of these dominant at a particular time or a time period. May be this explains why people who met us during different time periods have different images of us and different opinions on us (agree the one reason is their different personalities).
May be thats why Nida Fazli wrote -
"har aadmi mein hote hai, das bees admi,
jisko bhi dekhna ho, kai baar dekhna"
Ambivalence is one thing, Ambiguity is another but what is two divided selves shuffling places now and then.
The confident self, a self with doubt on self, the contended one, the woeful one, the free soul, the one clogged in apprehensions, the satisfied one, the curious one, so many parts of us co-exist at the same time with any of these dominant at a particular time or a time period. May be this explains why people who met us during different time periods have different images of us and different opinions on us (agree the one reason is their different personalities).
May be thats why Nida Fazli wrote -
"har aadmi mein hote hai, das bees admi,
jisko bhi dekhna ho, kai baar dekhna"