(September 20, 2009) : Consolidating blogs (Repost from: http://shreya.wordpress.com/)
Just as a random thought…what if ..what i am thinking is known to person standing besides me and vice versa. Lets take an example, standing at a bus stop waiting for a bus. Tired after attending 4 hour long class in which half of the lessons went over the head, you are standing thinking of your future and your immediate future of probability of catching an empty bus and as you turn your head, there is a couple standing pondering and calculating incessantly how much they spent today and need to take care this month for optimum balance. A few steps back is an old uncle whining of unjust of life to him for he has to catch bus in such old age and that too he cannot come in front and run and rush.
Everybody is just so engrossed in their own world, their domains so perfectly that we seldom look around us and see the other life just in front of us. What if each one of us would have such capability that we could read minds and hearts…how would this network flourish…… Personal firewall being broken by malicious external contents…..
Data exposed to third party…it sounds dangerous…..On contrast there would not be any need of words then….why do you need words…for expression of self…. If everything was self expressed why would we need to speak…….. that implies an egotist factor in each of us that is continuously trying to express his own needs, desires, whims and rationals…We are just hearing to what others are saying…we are not listening…….Even though we are gregarious we are living as isolated souls in our organic structures..
……At this moment m just flooded with thoughts..so will continue it later, though you might not be interested…yet another egotist factor
As promised…i am coming back with some more crap to vomit out some
irrelevant thoughts woven in some inapt words…but contextually may be
these make sense. Somehow, it is fun this time writing freely without
any grammar and expression constraints and just blabber out whatever
comes in the same sequence.
Back to the topic…Network of lives…..yea i was saying of egotist factor in all of us. While we are hearing to a conversation we try to relate the whole crux to us, if we are agreeing to any point we often say..Yes I also believe this. For a movie and a song, we somehow consciously or unknowingly find a character suitable to our perception. There is always a ‘I’ in everything, everything at all. But then again, can world exists without the concern of self. Everything that exists here in this world comes as a result of desire or need or profitability. Does actually something called ‘Selfless’ exists.
Okay a perfect example if we are to put forward, social work, but that also we are doing for peace for self, feeling good for ourselves, a sense of completion as a being by performing our moral responsibilities and if not all these because this makes us happy. Its again ‘I’, ‘Me’. In such prevalence of egotism I wonder how does this network of life flourishes.
Our actions, deeds are always endorsed by our emotions of anger, fear, happiness, envy, pride and so on. So how does such a volatile existence controls the very substantial nature of this world. I do not find my behaviour constant over time that how do I guarantee the decision made today is always correct. So that liquidify our sense of correctness and incorrectness. Now it is going more in abstract terms to apprehend the volatility of life in mortal beings. P.S. Life and Being are two different beings
or you can say different entities. So we are living in an illusion if
we think that we are controllers. At the end of the story all logics and
facts are liquidifying and are getting eliminated from what suppose to
be a complex theory but still the iota factor of this complex equation
persists and in no means i am able to incur a rationalising factor by
which I could cancel out this iota that still remains. But what is this
iota ???
Please don’t kill me for what I have written , I never said..Read it..Did I 
…
But may be one day I will just bang on with a more concrete idea…. when I am more clear how our lives are moving or how we are moving our lives .
Just as a random thought…what if ..what i am thinking is known to person standing besides me and vice versa. Lets take an example, standing at a bus stop waiting for a bus. Tired after attending 4 hour long class in which half of the lessons went over the head, you are standing thinking of your future and your immediate future of probability of catching an empty bus and as you turn your head, there is a couple standing pondering and calculating incessantly how much they spent today and need to take care this month for optimum balance. A few steps back is an old uncle whining of unjust of life to him for he has to catch bus in such old age and that too he cannot come in front and run and rush.
Everybody is just so engrossed in their own world, their domains so perfectly that we seldom look around us and see the other life just in front of us. What if each one of us would have such capability that we could read minds and hearts…how would this network flourish…… Personal firewall being broken by malicious external contents…..
Data exposed to third party…it sounds dangerous…..On contrast there would not be any need of words then….why do you need words…for expression of self…. If everything was self expressed why would we need to speak…….. that implies an egotist factor in each of us that is continuously trying to express his own needs, desires, whims and rationals…We are just hearing to what others are saying…we are not listening…….Even though we are gregarious we are living as isolated souls in our organic structures..
……At this moment m just flooded with thoughts..so will continue it later, though you might not be interested…yet another egotist factor
(September 22, 2009)
Back to the topic…Network of lives…..yea i was saying of egotist factor in all of us. While we are hearing to a conversation we try to relate the whole crux to us, if we are agreeing to any point we often say..Yes I also believe this. For a movie and a song, we somehow consciously or unknowingly find a character suitable to our perception. There is always a ‘I’ in everything, everything at all. But then again, can world exists without the concern of self. Everything that exists here in this world comes as a result of desire or need or profitability. Does actually something called ‘Selfless’ exists.
Okay a perfect example if we are to put forward, social work, but that also we are doing for peace for self, feeling good for ourselves, a sense of completion as a being by performing our moral responsibilities and if not all these because this makes us happy. Its again ‘I’, ‘Me’. In such prevalence of egotism I wonder how does this network of life flourishes.
Our actions, deeds are always endorsed by our emotions of anger, fear, happiness, envy, pride and so on. So how does such a volatile existence controls the very substantial nature of this world. I do not find my behaviour constant over time that how do I guarantee the decision made today is always correct. So that liquidify our sense of correctness and incorrectness. Now it is going more in abstract terms to apprehend the volatility of life in mortal beings. P.S. Life and Being are two different beings
or you can say different entities. So we are living in an illusion if
we think that we are controllers. At the end of the story all logics and
facts are liquidifying and are getting eliminated from what suppose to
be a complex theory but still the iota factor of this complex equation
persists and in no means i am able to incur a rationalising factor by
which I could cancel out this iota that still remains. But what is this
iota ??? Please don’t kill me for what I have written
, I never said..Read it..Did I …But may be one day I will just bang on with a more concrete idea…. when I am more clear how our lives are moving or how we are moving our lives
.