Tuesday, January 8, 2013

My 40 day challenge to myself

Yea, may be my Arien character needs to be challenged to accomplish something. I am out of writing habit, frequency as low as our PM's speech and to keep myself motivated and test, i have challenged myself to write atleast once in a day for next consecutive 40 days. Yes, I did write something today.. I won't expect myself to give up on the very first day. Besides writing, i tried consolidating my blogs and just realized how bad I am at organizing .. no in a precise term ..letting things go.. To satisfy the aesthetic assortment and my so called habit of categorizing or filing things, i have created 4 blogs (numerous enough compared to total number of posts) and now when i am trying to make one master blog and consolidate all in one, I am such a lame that i can't dump any of these and ended up linking sub-blogs to my one blog. Ahhh.. why, because each of them has a different theme..too pathetic to qualify as a reason... but yeah it is. Wish each page could have a separate theme and my hunger of variety would be easily satiated. Now there is redundancy too... which i have to avoid in further posts.

While we are managing things, organizing things... and when we find ourselves too shy in dumping off unnecessary things, it comes up with a question - Is letting go that difficult ? Do we want to stick on things not by choice but by forceful compulsion of righteousness of making a choice ?